Monday, March 16, 2009

Restarting?!

How many times can you restart a blog?

I'm going to start to blog again. I've left too much out in the last few years. I just saw that I can import all of my old blogs into one...so I may start with that.

Continuing off of what was last posted...

I'm staying home now. Partly because I couldn't get a job that I wanted, partly because I didn't have to work for the first time, and lastly, I got pregnant again.

Staying at home is nothing like I had thought it would be. I really enjoyed working and thought nothing could be as rewarding, but I was SO wrong. I get close to tears when I think of all the things I missed in Kai's first three years. I will also say this its the hardest freaking job EVER! I'd rather go to work every day than deal with a toddler, but I am CALLED to this job and therefore feel happier (and more stressed and more tired) than ever!

1 comment:

Jess said...

I come to tears when I think of trusting someone with my baby girl...so I totally get what you mean when you say it's much more rewarding than working. That's my struggle right now - I love being accomplished, successful...yada yada, but imagine as soon as she's here, that will go to the waste side.